I am so freaking mad. I weighed in this morning for the first time in a few weeks and I have gained two pounds over the last weigh in. I’m just angry. I’m angry at myself, at the scale, at my body.
This is case and point why I know I need to break up with the scale. All of my feelings of accomplishment from my inches lost are gone. Now I feel like I’m failing even though I’m continuing to try. It’s like I can’t win!
I’m going to get a lot of frustration out tonight when I go to kickboxing. I don’t know why this plateau is happening now.
I can honestly say this journey is the single most emotional thing I have ever done in my life.